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I've been busy, uhm... I've been-- working! anddd ... vocational school. And-- stuff. REALLY BUSY OK.
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Fine I've been playing RO. But It's kinda fun even though it really sucks balls.

Today: Vocational School. We had to do an english test. Ha-ha. I know it's ridiculous.
Although I think I failed. Hard.

Wow, I can't even form one proper sentence anymore. qq I guess I better should start showing stuff I drew. Because thats what we're here for, right?

Riiight.




All the new stuff at first because thats what I can bear the longest time before I fantasize of killing myself then the older stuff.


This is a little something I drew for a friend from vocational school. He's sitting next to me in class and I drew him with the girl he'd like to be with, but he only ever saw her from the distance at the schoolyard. *chokes*

I personally like the blur/vintage look of it. It looks like an old photograph to me, just showing more anatomic mistakes and less emotion than a real photo would do. Lol.




A sketch I've been working on for weeks now, it feels. Only a few minutes of drawing each time I tried finishing it. Never worked. I actually wanted to draw her with a guy holding/fixing her right wrist. But I really couldn't see the other person infront of my inner eye.

I guess Hali just is supposed to stay the only person on this picture. So I'll give up on it except if anyone could name me a good idea for it.




OH DEAR GOD THIS IS SO OLD.
I drew this for an ex-player of PhoenixRO. (he quit meanwhile already) The hair and armor and face sucks so baaaad. But this is just Tegaki E. I don't have to draw good on this.

I have problems drawing lately, because I can't really see what exactly I am drawing. That's why I didn't see how sloppy the vintage photo was done until I saw it on my big screen.
I managed to be stupid enough to step on my glasses when I stayed overnight at Lydias place once. Thus they are broken. And they're not gonna fix themselves anytime soon. (Not until Hermione came to good ol' Brandis to poke them with her magic wand mumbling weird spells and magically fixing the broken glass of them)
So I pretty much wear contact lenses 24/7 and only have like 78% of my visual vaculty left when wearing them. Still better than the 44% I have without anything.

Yay work tommorrow. I wanna stay in bed already. qq
/yawn

Good day my lovely stalkers, friends, and lost wanderers.

Today was an exiting day. Today was an awesome day. Today I could drive a caaaar since aaaagesss. Wheee.
And it wasn't just an average sized car, noo, it was one of these huge transporters from work. Lol, These cars are fucking big. I was so afraid to try it with such a huge car after 5 months without any practice. But a guy from work guided me through the humble start and it worked out better than I thought. I guess it really is like riding a bike, you won't eber forget how to.
It's amazing how cool they were about letting me drive with their businesscars. Also today I got great feedback from a customer about the invitationcards I designed. Guys from work sent her E-Mail with the credits right to me.
God, I enjoy work alot these days.

Chibi and I were RPing a little on TegakiE, but not alot. Maybe we'll do some more later, but atm the two of us can't be online 24/7 so we barely catch eachother to go on.

This is how far we are atm:

I shall call it - The smokes-alot-lady. (It's a part of some kinda short drawing-Roleplay me and Chibi did for 5 or 6 panels, but I'll only upload my stuff here, because there was no "plot" whatsoever anyway. XD)

That's the only thing I drew today. (and some sketches in my sketchbook wich I'll scan later) I only read a little Ragnarok fanfiction from a friend tonight and advertised my blog to more friends that I force to read this now.
Giggles.

There's a drumming noise inside my head
That starts when you're around
I swear that you could hear it
It makes such an all mighty sound



Tonight we had a blackout in our tiny sleepy town. It lasted 30 minutes. I actually didn't care because my netbook had a charged battery and my surfstick is enough to browse a little through tegakis. (eventho it's veeeery sloooow)
But I couldn't scan my sketchbook earlier.

I ♥ my netbook.

Drew this dedicated to Marina and the diamonds. /loves


Lol I don't even know


My mom bought new shoes for the wedding of an old friend of my parents at saturday, but she said they were too large for her, so I asked to have them, because they're actually pretty beautiful. They're white strappy heels...
Now I wore them one day and I already can't stand them anymore. xD My feet hurt so bad wearing them. Do I really have so huge feet? Sob.

I'm looking forward to the wedding tho, because my girly mind reminds me that I may wear overdone pretty dresses and cute shoes and accessories that night.
-girly squeek-

Yesterday I only doodled around a bit, because it was late and I was lazy, so I didn't wanna take so long before I go sleep. I drew two pics tho.

This was... an accident. I was zoomed in on the canvas without noticing it... until I uploaded it and asked myself where my pic dissapeared to, lol. But I liked it even better this way, so I just added the bloody eye and kept it that way.

Smoking can reveal hidden laser traps.


Last few days were kinda bland, so I'm gonna make it short (again).

Pay attention to Hali!



I go bed! Cus I tired!

Good news and bad news.

Bad news is: My favourite Ragnarok Online Server will be closed at the end of the month. This is the end of a whole era that changed my life.


Thank you AmistrRO.

What were the good news? I forgot...
Oh wait, right, I drew something NOT-MESSY. Hohoho. I know, now you think "wow, I didn't think that was even possible anymore!"

Hah! I guess you didn't know how eclectic Hali is!
Hurr tits.

I took too long to draw this, so I gotta make it short.

Love y'all.
Night!