Chapter Whatever – RAAAAGE

*shoves it in your face*

Damnit. Curses!

It's not at all like I imagined it to be when it's at this stage of process. Her Hair is too fuzzy and the staff looks like a giant gloomy dildo with backspikes. And not to mention the super crazy mathafakka background. /sigh

Yes. The last version of it until this version took me like two or three weeks. It's true. I can't draw fast. But I didn't even have the time lately, anyway. I was busy training in this stupid gym and sitting down on my couch when I get home and stare in my aquarium and do nothing. Very busy. And most of the time it end up with my arm stirring through the aquarium, annoying all the poor sick fishies.

My neon fishes had the Ichtyo. It's a sickness where they get white dots all over, and those white dots apparently killed 20 of 27 fishes. And the remaining 7 still got badly torn fins. ARRR.

I hate losing weight. It's exhausting and it doesn't go too well when you're actually craving for greasy and spicy food all the fucking time. I stuff myself with fruits and curd cheese with baby carrots. BUT I STILL DON'T LOSE ZE WEIGHTZ.

Last lunch I started fantasizing about what I could probably eat. Spicy rice with veggies. Or noodles with pesto. Mmm..

GOD DAMNIT STOMACH.

In the end I just ate a tiny  slice of bread with half a cheeseslice and salad.
:okay:

Capter XII – What have I done

Yesterday, I talked to Robert about my plans to purchase a 160 cm (63") wide aquarium in the near future. Of course he wasn't so excited about me spending MOAR MUNNEH. But I wanted this since foreverrr.

So I came up with a ridiculous ultimatum for myself. It says that I won't get to buy the aquarium before I have lost 5 kg of weight. And not to buy FISHES for it (10,- € per Discus fish), before I've lost 15 kg altogether.

UGHH WHY BRAIN, WHY. I'll just never eat ever again. 8|

Because LOOK AT THOSE BEAUTIES. D:

WANT.

And a aquarium about thiiiis big:

That's not too much to ask for, now is it? ;_; /sob 

#nofoodforhali

Chapter XI - WRING, WRING

Hello to those rare people who are still stalking this blog once a while. I appreciate your staying. (even though I update rarely as fuck)

Robert and me were taking a walk together. (yes, not separately) And since he's usually got his iPad with him, we went to a place where the sun still shone. (It was a late evening and the sun was setting) Unfortunately, that very place was a huge road with heavy traffic. And there was no bench or anything to sit. But oh well. We just sat on the sidewalk and started sketching around. (well, I did, Robert was just sitting and saying "no that looks stupid" once in a while. He's so helpful <3)

This is what we got:

The building was not supposed to look that crooked.

Yay clouds

We had a small "drawing contest" in front of my apartment where Roberts bike was parked. He drew something that looked much like a paper-clip with wheels. I drew WRING WRING.
(the "W" in it was his idea though)

Additionally, I'll update you about the status of the WIP (work in process) picture I re-touched. It's still not done yet, but only like 1 or 2 hours are missing for it to be done. BUT I'M SO LAZY LATELY. But hey, I lost like 1,5 kg. :D Yay. /random

It's all not right yet. /o\

Hello Wiebke! *waves* I'll link this to her so she'll know that I'm working on it again. :D

Nano Update

Yes, really just a very very small update about my nano cube aquarium.

It developed quite well.