Interlude – I'm rly sry

This is not ENTIRELY my fault! /o\

Chapter II – Dinosaurs in a tutu

This is the product of this weeks drawing. More white background crap. Yay! I missed you, my dear white background. *nuzzle*

My (apparently) failed attempt of restarting my Ragnarok Online carreer brought me together with the only class that I can semi-decent control again. High Priests FTW! - they hot.
I don't think RO gives much stuff to do away anymore. The person who invited me to play there doesn't even show up. Yes, I mean you James. >:( Arrr.

But I like the yellow ribbon headgear so much ;-;
There's a lot of hair in this picture

In my drawing rush I felt like paying my debt to a RO friend whose request I couldn't finish, even if he had already paid me. And a half-finished commission is barely worth anything. (I seem to really, really suck on commissions for money, so I rather do them for free if I am in the mood.)

He asked me to draw his paladin:



 And I pretty much liked the style I tried on the first picture, with the closed portrait and the soft colors and stuff, so this is the finished product:

Wooshwoosh shiny swoosh

The crow hat is cute. The mix of headgears is kinda unusual, but I suppose I made the best of it. Only the face looks a bit too grown-up, but I guess I'll just soften the edges in his face later on if I feel like it.

I'm so bored out of my mind at work lately. D: It's like I just stare at the screen for 7 1/2 hours and suddenly realize that I got work to do, and start working right when I should actually get ready to leave. I guess it's because our country shifted to summer time on Sunday and stole me an hour. I am still feeling tired because I can't sleep that early yet, thus stay up longer than I should. /excuses


Jeff told me to draw a dinosaur, and Robert told me to make it wear a tutu. So the sketch I drew after that is not entirely my fault. /o\ But I wont post it here. The dino would otherwise be mad at me because he can't type a complaint to blogger because of his short arms. #thingsaT-Rexcan'tdo

Chapter I – What was that?

Why, hellow again. I came to realize recently, that I'm not yet finished with my hobby. So I'll try to update my blog again, at least once in a week I told myself. Let's see how that one works out this time. OTL

If one knew what was going on in my life, one could say I want to "compete" with some art student chick my best friend from school is banging these days. Art-wise, of course. He may bang her until his balls fall off, if that's what he wishes for.
He told me she was a pretty good artist. And I'm not gonna just let her be the new "best artist" in my friends life. I AM STILL THE BEST FOR HIM. MUAHAHA. I'm gonna draw the SHIT outta her-

... Wait, that got out wrong. Very wrong.
Scratch that.

Anywho. Here's my first attempt on drawing with a semi-background since a couple of weeks of white-background-crap.


Kinda thought of a thunderstorm abruptly ending a warm summerday. And sundresses! Yay!
If you look closely, there's a failed attempt of narrow raindrops falling from the sky.

I know, it kinda looks lollipop and the anatomy is all wrong. But hey, I tried!
Seems like my lunch break is over since about 30 minutes. Better get back to pretending to work. *cough cough*

P.S.: why is this image resizing not working anymore? Ugh. Well, have fun with full size!

New Chapter – The Crisis

Okay so I'm digging this out. Probably not for all too long, but it has to be done. I also have to update my Deviantart account, so I'm just doing this in a row to get it over with.


My brownie-ex has left me! Yeye, that's how it goes. I suppose it's better this way, because now I can spend some time with real people in the real reality with all the real pixels and the really good graphics and the huge NPC AIs and stuff.



For better understanding, read this:


So yea, I'm standing on my own feet now and actually met a new PERSON. I can't tell too much about what's going on there yet, but this could eventually even end somewhere good. And I have a date tomorrow! And my life is all nice and fluffy and awesome again. Only my fingers smell a bit like french cheese.

I wasted my freetime with a lot of stuff lately, started playing Eden Eternal, started trying to draw some Eden Eternal fanart and failing tremendously on both of it and quitting again. (even though my character looked generic and cute)


And, yes, of course, blank background, because it is not really finished. Like EVERYTHING I drew in the past... 3 or 4 months is not finished nor very good. It's mostly like, you know, sewed together cheese and mushrooms.
...You get what I mean, don't you? I mean it just doesn't look right.

Perhaps gonna finish this *eventually*, because I like the overall face shape and freckles, only the eyes are drifting in wrong directions, but theres photoshop to fix this, right?

My personal "Girl-in-water-looking-kinda-dead" picture.
Braaaaaiiiinss.

I like this one. Until I see the lower part. There I start hating it. But yea, most likely not gonna finish any of these.
I'm definitely in some creativity crisis, but I'm not stressing too much about it. (I probably should stress more about it and actually get back my ass back to drawing)


Damn, the upstairs neighbours here are really noisy walking aimlessly through their apartment. *stomp-stomp-stomp-stomp*
...Just thought I should share this.
For goodbye, have some NSFW stuff.