something borrowed, something blue

Okay, it's purple, but that's only because I didn't want it to look too much like Avatar. :|
I have ideas for what to draw, now it'll be my mission to find time to actually do it.


Lydia and I were doing quizzes about if we are alcoholic or not... while drinking beer. It was hilarious, since the questions looked like they've been written from an alcoholic. lmao
And I blame her for making me eat too much, since she refuses to move the chips elsewhere so it stops staring at me like that. 8[

Tu es vraiment mignonne

I've been cleaning the house all day and it's still not clean. =[ My parents gotta be fine with how it is now when they come back home tomorrow.
I even cleaned my own room this time. I think I finally start to respect myself a little.

Oh yea, when I didn't clean stuff, I watched ridiculously bad acted german reality TV shows. Or really bad sung german rap music. I just love it when bad boys humiliate themselves singing about how much they love their ex-prostitutes. Lololol.

Anyway.

I miss you. I really do. Despite I know you'd spend every little moment with me if you could, I'm really sad you're always so far away.

It felt so nice not being watched at work for once. Usually I've had one of my supervisors watching me 24/7, now I'm unwatched for like 23/7. *win* And I can do all the stuff I like, designing Flyers, Websites, etc.

So my parents have been gone for two weeks. They're on a vacation trip in Egypt. You know, sun, ocean and always warm. I'm so damn jealous. It has been rainy and cold since days straight. Part of why I hate Germany.

Other reasons are:
- German people always sound angry even if they're not
- the language is really hard to learn and to pronounce, because everything just sounds so stiff
- German language mostly consists of words we stole from other languages such as English(!) and French (I'm not saying other languages don't steal from eachother, but they don't mix it as heavy as Germans do)
- Oktoberfest. wtf?
- German Songs must be forbidden
- late German Musichistory overall is hilarious, I mean, Schlager ... ? (dictionary says it's 'hit songs' translated, but w/e)
- English is just way cooler. Bro. 8|

I'm fine about living here, as long as I can whine about it. :}


My boyfriend is far far away on a military base in Japan. His work keeps him busy 24/7 with useless stuff that's wasting his time. This week for example, he's on a parking lot around the corner of his usual working place training useless stuff. The best thing about it is tho, that this training lasts until Saturday. Before that, he can't even go to his room and sleep in his bed, even if they have to be not far from it.
This is such a huge waste of time. I have tommorrow off and I was happy I could spend it with him. :/ Now I'll more rather spend my day sitting around and maybe sort of cleaning before my parents come back tomorrow.

*yawn* Wasting my day off, too.

Someone (Lydia) has to give me an idea what to draw. :|

WIP

I was really bored today.



Used references:
Link 1
Link 2

I love J.C. Leyendeckers art. =[ (Link 2) Wish I could draw like him.